Awesome day....Awkward Night....

10 March 2009 10.30am, aka Awesome Day..

Today is the day i went out with my two guy colleagues to 1U. 'He' fetch us in LRT station. We listened to Mamma Mia soundtrack and it feels good, especially when he's beside me. We reached there and go to GSC cinema to buy our tickets, Confession Of Shopaholic. Its only rm8, not bad. We went for lunch at Vietnam Kitchen afterwards. The foods is good. We talk, share and gossip. haha..then,we went around the mall for a while before we head to cinema. The movie is pretty good. Nice plot and good moral values! i really learn something from it. i give it a A++. LOL. After the movie, we went to The Curve & Ikano Power Centre. We are really SHOPAHOLICS! We go to 'The Street' and look for good food..but since that its almost 5pm, we dont feel like drinking. So, we went to Ikano where 'he' went for a hair cut at Michael Poh, while i and another guy went to Pet Shop. Then, we had a drink at Kluang Station. 'He' still not done yet. So, we went to Borders. Its almost 5.45pm, we went to look for him. He finally done with his new look/hair cut. Hmm, more better than before. Of course,it cost him rm40!!! thats, well, insane!! We went back home, as its almost 6pm. The way he drive is more like fast, but stable. Guess what?? its SO JAM outside. well,6pm is kinda the time where EVERYONE rush home. so,be patient!! i cant believe that i went out from 10am-6pm. its like a day..so tiring and bored,but with him, i feel that its worth it.


10 March 2009, 6.30pm aka Awkward Night..

Its really jam out there. 'He' has become impatient and try to be fast. He received call from his best friend. The guy who followed us want to get down at Hang Tuah station, so that he can go to gym. So,'he' dropped him near Hang Tuah station. Its raining. I saw his 'girl' friend standing there..i was like, OMG. This is AWKWARD!!! Then,the guy get out and later the girl get in. We greeted each other, and introduce ourself. Its always good to make new friends, but not the way i'm doing! not infront of him or his friend!! its AWKWARD. since she got in the car,i just keep my mouth shut. Till 'he' asked me where do i live and how to get there. Seriously, my mood is not with him anymore. something is really wrong. i feel so...left out when he's with her 'girl' friend.

Nightmare?? not really...or is it??

FIRST NIGHTMARE : I and him, with one other guy planned on going to Pavilion this friday to watch a movie ( Confession Of A Shopaholic ) a few days ago. But since that he's moody and stressed out yesterday, i'm afraid to ask him whether he confirm to go or not. I kept my mouth shut till this afternoon, i finally confront him with this:
Me: Hey cedric ( his name ), are you confirmed that we can go out for a movie this friday?
Cedric: Well,yeah, what makes you say that?
Me: I thought u are busy or something..since i never heard anything from you..
Cedric: whats make you say that?
Me, blur: just wondering..so,are we going?
Cedric: yeah,of course. i thought you've planned everything. so,have u plan about the transport? ( He said he will fetch me from Cheras Lrt Station. He said that earlier. I think he doesn't know how to go to BTS station..its ok..)
Me: Sure,i'll wait you there then.

**End of dialogue and both doing their work afterwards**

> Conclusion: Sometimes, guys are so forgetful? or pretending to know nothing? so,we,as gurls should remind them just in case they forgot.. <


SECOND NIGHTMARE: guys,you know what i heard today? i overheard when he's talking on the phone..i heard somthing like 'hey honey..bla bla bla.. i was shocked and curious about that. I didnt dare to ask anything,that will be INSANE. just hope for the best that i heard the wrong thing!

Love is not a experiment....

Yeah,love is not a experiment,definitely not something to try..because once you fell in love,its REAL..

pics of him.....whoah...secret revealed!

There you go guys! He's the ONE! Please tell me what do you think! haha..btw,the left one is pretty old pic the right one could be the new one,i guess..

An Ordinary day....

well,today..hmm, there's nothing special that happen between us. Normal conversation,thats all. I've seen his profile and i saw some pictures of him with some 'girl-friends'. I'm not really very jealous, but i can feel there is a some sort of gap between us. What i mean,is like,who am i? i'm just an ordinary girl which he met for about a month plus. I'm trying not to think that way. Usually a good guy who has a lot of admirers, is pretty risky. and the MAIN POINT is, i dont even know whether he got gf or not. I dont want to aim high,or i will fall down even worse. So,just let it be. Better to know the answer, so i know that i wont have any hope in YOU anymore.. ** Pics of him in next post **

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Fine,i admit it again! You totally melt my heart! do you know that? going out for lunch? going to watch movie? going for vacation? i know that looks and sounds nothing to YOU, but to me,it's something special! i would want you to know,if you're not going to PD team outing,i would not go either! if you read this blog ( which is impossible ) please respond back..sorry guys. Its just i cant say this to anyone,so i want to express this in my blog..

Another one??

Today,i found another things we had in common! We kinda love the same kind of soup. I was like, OMG!! what??!! I cant believe that. We had so many things in common,and there's no way that i can ignore that...i feel so happy to have met him..

so right...

Yeah,hate is easy...but love takes courage. Love is not easy all the times.. If the one you love doesn't know how you feel, well, unless he's smart.. Take initiative to let him know you care,thats the thing that i would do. Do not be afraid to show who you are,right...?